Self Revelations, to be updated periodically, i suppose

I hate waiting. I need to not be too clingy (I think dragon time helps regulate this lots). If you smile at me, I will almost surely do whatever you want. I have little patience. I like to wander. I have hope...Amber and Dr. Stevens said so! two witnesses! I tend to avoid theology and theological discussions, unless I know there will be a discussion instead of an "attack on Ang." I can listen to the same 30 second clip of music for hours, just as I can watch the same movie a hundred times...there is a REASON to BUY movies! I am leaning more and more towards an anti-violence belief...def not there yet, but leaning....ah, Israel. I have a persecution complex. My short term memory leaves something to be desired. I can never remember that second phrase I now have written in my bible, just because I remembered it once....which leads me to say: I forget where I put things (my bible at home), which is why I firmly believe in "a place for everything, and everything in it's place", even if I don't abide by the belief... I really want to write up my theological beliefs, but I'm afraid when I write them out, people will keep looking at me funn[ier] than they already do. ah well. My theology is influenced by my life; I can't keep them separate.